I believe in miracles

Was on interview yesterday,scary,always so nervious! had to answer in english,so it was double pressure. Never can remember what to say on interviews,how to behave myself,how to dress,where to look,unbearable! im always so nervious! hate it,it was always like that. I pass exams since the sixth grade,now i finish uni and still goin crazy before every single exam,crazy!
But interview is even worse,cause some teachers like u,some not,and people who ask u on interviews r supposed to find what is wrong with u, r u good enough for them and that scares me,the thought that i might not be good enough,that i say something stupid or wrong,it kills me!
always forget all answers that i've planned,but hope il lurn to do that without nerves someday!
Until have to follow the rules,but how to know them all???!!!