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Today is my birthday)) happy birthday to me)

Thought about marriage...
Why men are so affraid of it and most of women not? we usually grow up in a same society, but it was always like that - a man has to get married when he wants and later is better. And if woman is not married after thirty people look at her with pitty and think of her as lonely and unhappy creature. Her duty is to get married and raise children, live in family. And men has to work, and at thirty its normal for him not to be married. When a man is not married till 50, people think of him as man that is free and wants to live as he wants. And if a woman is not married at 50, she a poor spinster, who's life is long over, nobody wants her, she will die alone and be eaten by wild dogs...
This is our society: men that are not married are heros and women spinsters.
Same situation with a woman who sleeps with many men - she is a whore, and a man who has many women is macho, kasanova. Why the hell? Men are fighting with feminism and that's ok,i'm far from feminism, but this is just not fair, different rules for men and women in their lovelife is too much.
Sad sad situation... Society dictates our life and thoughts,not right, but this is how life goes...

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Love this web site!
You can make a picture of yourself and anybody you want.
Can't stop doin that, make pics of me and my friends)))
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Sometimes life is hard, sometimes it seemes too good to be truth. My life goes now like a rollercoaster, one day i fall into hell, another rise to heaven. I want to stabilise it, want to calm down to stop this non-stop mad house.
I just want to move out and live happily ever after.
But unfortunatly we get only what we deserve, i want to deserve my happiness but sometimes it seemes so hard, sometimes you want to give up and just lie in bed for hours and days. But i still stand up and do all i can to be happy.
I think many people are happy but they complain all the time that this and this is not perfect, that they want more. They just dont understand how lucky they are, cos many people dont have what they have.
We just dont appreciate what we have, we think it will always be there. We do not care enough, we are so selfish, we have to stop and think sometimes. We should think about what we have and appreciate every second of happiness, cos next day may bring tears and pain.
We should say that we care to people we love every day.
You understand what you have only when you loose, i dont want to loose what i have, i almost lost it and may loose it again and i dont want this, now i have to fight for my happiness and i will. Dont let this happen, care about people and treat them right. All that you do will return to you, it will.
You can still be here tomorrow but your dreams may not.

Happy Valentines day!!!!

Love is the most beatiful feeling in this world, we cant live without it,without it life is boring n senceless. N this day is just another chance to say how much u love somebody. Like for example when u just start datin n havent said those important words yet, so romantic to say them on Valentines day.
Everybody will start sayin how banal is this, that u dont need a special day to say i love cos every single day is special,that this day was invented to earn more money on sellin toys n flowers, bla bla bla... I dont think so, well, maybe a bit, but still i love holidays n this one is one of my favourites, everybody's smiling, happily, recieving cards from their friends n boyfriends n girlfriends. N it doesnt matter if u have a couple, u can always say this words to ur family n friends n just to random people on the street n make them happier at least at this very day. Cos no matter how we love somebody we dont say i love or just some special words often enough.
N by the way why cant people who r inlove have their own holiday, students have their own, journalists, historians, mothers do, that would be a discrimination!
Anyway people love each other, take care of each other, its so easy to loose somebody n so hard to find. Dont forget to say i love u not only on this day n be happy always cos life is a gift
Whitney Houston I will always love u - [http://webfile.ru/811560]

Had a great time on saturday,met my friends n went to uni to take pics for our common uni album,was nice,not many people,but lots of fun,laughing,talking n all this stuff. Then went to celebrate my friends birthday,so good,miss my friends a lot. We dont c each other very often,cos everybody's busy,job,family... So it was amasing,eatin chineese food,drinkin plum wine,yummy)))
Then we decided that we cant finish our meetin that early n went skying. Dancing around the car,drinkin tequila,playin in snow,what can be better?! N only one accident,my friend hit a tree fallin from a hill, dont worry tree is quite alright)))
After skying,tired but happy n drunk went to our friends place to continue our party,was hips of fun!!!!
Pics inside)))

Was on interview yesterday,scary,always so nervious! had to answer in english,so it was double pressure. Never can remember what to say on interviews,how to behave myself,how to dress,where to look,unbearable! im always so nervious! hate it,it was always like that. I pass exams since the sixth grade,now i finish uni and still goin crazy before every single exam,crazy!
But interview is even worse,cause some teachers like u,some not,and people who ask u on interviews r supposed to find what is wrong with u, r u good enough for them and that scares me,the thought that i might not be good enough,that i say something stupid or wrong,it kills me!
always forget all answers that i've planned,but hope il lurn to do that without nerves someday!
Until have to follow the rules,but how to know them all???!!!