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I hate to remain after sex for a night. In fact sex is simply sex. Nothing personal. And when after sex you lie down to his shoulder, and don't want to sleep yet - you start to speak. An uncontrolled desire to be interested in his life arises in you. You ask questions, you answer yourself, you do what you shouldn't. And after that you feel growing sympathy. Sympathy which nobody needs. This person is already nice enough to you - you have gone on sex with him. All other is superfluous. Because it is clear, that you will not date. He has his own life, you have yours. May be he is even married. You are not a pair. So why you'll spend your soul for relations without a future. You are good together. Now. In the given concrete interval of time. There is nothing before. There will be nothing after. And then also morning awakening. And you open eyes, and he looks at you and smiles. And you smile. And you sit at the table have your breakfast, drink tea and are silent. Because yesterday in conversations came too far. Because became closer, than should be. Because something personal has appeared . It's not mine. It is better when I am alone.
You should not tell me in bed, that I am not only a beautiful, but also clever. Others will say me that. And you simply tell me "u r cool, baby", and order a taxi.
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