Welcome to my reality

The girl I wrote about in my last (and first entry) is leaving tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. I met her 2 weeks ago and this time it wasn't so bad. We actually had a nice time but I didn't feel the chemistry anymore. I had thought of sending her a SMS so meet her tonight but I just didn't feel motivated to do so.
I wanted to say goodbye with a nice kiss that she wouldn't forget so soon but she kind of blew it the other day.
Maybe I'll see her tomorrow afternoon for a cup of coffee (no kiss though) just to say goodbye and to be polite about thing that never happened between each other.
This is also a lesson for me: if things go well in the first date, just kiss her.
You can't undo a kiss but that's the beauty of it. Once you've crossed that bridge, you've made a statement...